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Personal part 2

  I thought I could  turn the tables like I use too and get my mind right from all these messed up ass issues; I hit the snooze as the time ticks for me to move, feeling drained and confused letting today's problems turn in to tomorrow sweet n sour brew; 

I'm dressed for perfection but wrapped in blank clothing to hold all these emotions and not to drown myself in these fake potions;  I'm overdosing, I'm running over, and can't seem to stop the voices that scream from this being that I stored away from the public's view; he’s  not like me and you, the world is turned upside down and you wonder why he look at us so confused and misscrewd from his point of view;

He doesn't see a pattern he see turmoil and destruction from the things that I gathered, dont let this misfigure misinform you from what's true; It's my inner demon that keeps lurking and searching for the world to split in to two; I fall under the Gemini sign everything I see is between the rising and the fallen, being two parts of the same person gets exhausting and lack misfortune;

Seeing the world in black and white is unreal from the dark lens I see, sometimes I wish there wasn’t  two sides of me; Having to fight and battle the world with two different saddles stirring up Chinese history in the making made me think I maybe the reincarnated yin and yang;

Decifering between the two they both cause destruction in this realm I view; She is more poised and loving unlike her brother, a spitting image of her mother who is also undercover just like me and you;

She sees the world full of color and fashion but can’t  change the way the world is laughing at her; Being stuck between two faces I have no choice but to  decide who should I retrace after;

The world can’t see a division between the two, some people may think I'm lost and confused but, really I'm fighting what's beneath my skins surface covering up my bruises with bandages that was placed by these scavengers.



 

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